Santa Fe

Away in a distant land Where my heart was burned leaving ashes and blood on mountain peaks Away where I left my man with one last kiss Where time stood still and snow crept in Coyotes warning me to leave With no one to hold me and no one to care With anguish and sorrow …

Battle

I’ve created a war in my mind with my thoughts My body has been trying to fight it My body has been trying to protect me Each part that breaks down is another reminder to not give up Each part needs oil. Needs love. Needs strength. Each piece to the puzzle needs to be put …

It’s Always Been You

It’s always been you This whole time The entire time It’s been you the entire time Keeping me up at night Keeping me stuck and confused and lost My doubts my fears my anxiety Bouncing around in my head back and forth, back and forth I pick up and move to find the pieces of …

These Boots Are Made For Walking

I went to see Taylor Swift back in May in Nashville and it was epic. Pretty sure she changed my life. Well she does have that affect on people. I’m just a 40 year old woman living in Taylor’s world and I’m so so so happy about that. I will forever be apart of something …

Looking Within

I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like …

I See You Now

I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re …

Remembering

My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when …

Happy Birthday

So many times I write you and I delete what I say I delete the words because what are they What do they even mean Can they even grasp what I feel What we had What does it matter anymore Words are just words and time is just time But if I write you will …

Begin

To all those waiting Stop, Don’t wait Take that chance you’ve always wanted to Live for today Forget about what you heard and what you saw Forget about society Forget about opinions Listen to your heart Listen to your inner callings And Start Start today

Blame

I can’t blame you anymore For the dreams I’ve left behind For my soul not being complete And I know it’s on me I know that the past is over and done And I’ve learned a thing or two But I can’t blame you anymore For making me feel weak  For taking me on this …